December 30, 2018

the stage


at the edge of creamy carpet are a woman’s
shoes, stillettos mostly, and one pair that
belongs to a man, untied and placed
next to each other, and as she revisits this
in her mind she wishes she would have
paid attention to the direction the toes of his had pointed, but
has an idea about that even though rewind can never
be hit in this life and if it could it would tell
a different story every time

and two cups with straws
and a drive-thru bag are litter on the table
and on the table too a pair of his pants, a sweater, and
a shirt are folded neatly and stacked by keys, a watch,
and an empty ring, and as she revisits this in her mind she realizes the
implication in her application of the word empty,
but next time,
the story may be different
and in the bedroom a woman’s clothes

are strewn across the floor, tangled
in blankets and floor pillows.  i’m not wearing them
and won’t need them quickly or
any time soon and with our eyes open we face each other,
with my eyes open i watch you, 

listen to you ask, “what about mon--”
and wonder at this weird miracle
of how you can fall asleep mid-sentence, with
such fearlessness, like a kitten asleep with its
belly exposed

and the fan chain dangles and clicks with the
rhythmic swirl of the blades, the sound
suggesting a clock, but not a clock,
and precise time is not the actual moment anyway
which is to say between us only some promises are necessary,

and you will waken soon just as quickly as you slept 
and you will leave, and in each today
the exact present exists just at the inside edge
or maybe just at the outside edge of
enough

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