sleepless shone and were

now i see you passing

and face empty unbroke,
a corner deep careening,
young moon black and this dark choke.

full sleepless.

and still now i'm kept awake.

alarm me from afar, your
disarming eyes without raze

tinted of a stranger

absent raw unrestrained.

now insomniac remembrance

of night alive day full awake.
when our body punt the scorchlight  
when we lit and then we blazed.

then we shone, and were.

charged

true.  i've wrecked up,

wracked up, i survive regrets:

(starting smoking and
that brief second marriage) but

doing that, of which i am now accused,
isn't one.