January 11, 2019

he had a dream


and i see a school principal raising her babies alone because her family wants
better things, a love separated
for 13 years, and reunited when finally
the money is enough and the legal path is cleared, and six months of together later,
dad is dead of an American heart attack and mom
is working the Wendy’s window and cleaning offices at night and i see the three
boys from El Salvador, that the other kids calls taco, sleeping on chairs in the living room
and raising themselves with a one bedroom roof over their heads and a soccer ball
and no English and no warring and. 

and i see a woman smuggled into the country in a roll of carpet in the back of a truck
to be with her green card holding husband,  a surgeon bagging groceries and
delivering it to online shoppers all day until evening, when he drives uber,
driving drunks home from the Kennedy Center, being called brother
by slow slurring middle aged hipsters who want the music louder and sing
sloppy in the back seat and might vomit at any moment,
one car, one ride at a time toward a better future for his daughter who isn’t allowed
to go outside other than to school and a wife who can't work and ICE breathing down
everyone's necks and.

and i see achievement gaps in top high schools,
statistics mulled over and worried like broken beer bottles
into sea glass by the board of education, and finally
after a year of deliberation
and emergency meetings, steps are taken and these are renamed
opportunity gaps,
and every student receives a new personal computer,
and my students don’t have internet at home and
no one talks about that.
and the children are painstakingly writing out their dreams

with borrowed pencils and borrowed paper and are
chewing gum against hunger and with eyes open
spend a strictly timed 90 minutes writing five paragraphs describing
that with a roof over their heads and no official war, they
will see their dreams of being professional athletes and the
best doctor in history come to pass, after all the sacrifice made
by everyone who is anyone they love dearest, including God,
through prayer and faith and His good grace,
their dreams will come true if they just believe in His power enough, 
because in this worldly place, somehow one thing is sure

they don’t believe in themselves.