to explain wonder

it is after watching
the first basketball game
i could make it to this season,
and his team lost, and
he is disappointed, and
how can i explain
                             
                                 that that loss was
nothing, nothing short of amazing--and
i am in awe of his grace and
confidence and mind and
body moving in synchronicity--in awe of
how he can see all that is

happening around himself and
perform those miracles in
perfect focus. and that
it was such
a beautiful loss.  and i
am blessed by him, but can't explain